it's almost been a month since my last entry. many things have happened then but obviously i was too lazy to blog about it. since my last scan, i've not had a chance to see my baby yet and the wait has, as usual, been torturous... nevertheless, there were many other baby excitement around...

my buddy felt her first baby kick and was absolutely thrilled! since then, she has had many kicking sessions with her son... and she found out that her son likes to listen to a few particulars songs... how cool is that? i tried playing some music on my tummy, only to be told later that my baby has not developed ears yet.... duh!!

ah jo has given birth!!! a very pretty precious princess with a little kink on her hair! very tiny and she slept throughout our visit, so we had no opportunity to see her eyes... ah jo looked so tired as she had a caesarian the night before. man... i better not scare myself cos mine's still a long way to go...

for the last month, my appetite has kinda decreased a little bit and my taste bud has not really improved. though i must say i'm kinda getting used to the awful aftertaste... my diet's still not very acceptable in the sense that i eat whatever i feel like and not what i feel is good for my baby. does that make me a bad mommy??? i'm not those who will force myself to eat something which i do not like but i guess i have to be A LITTLE more conscious of what i eat...

i've put on weight. i dunno how much but i look fat. i don't look pregnant still. i can feel people staring at me and going - is she pregnant or is she just fat? my hair's getting worse... my hubby's given me a new nickname - peacock hair. how much more loving can he get?!? my tummy's grown since... and my hubby inspects my tummy almost everyday... checking if it's growing or not... sometimes it looks bigger but sometimes it just looks the same. we can't really tell if baby's fine but i must stop obsessing over it. they say a mother can transfer her anxieties and paranoia to her baby even at an early stage. i'll be able to finally see my baby in 3 days time!! yippee!!! what's more, perhaps we can finally confirm if it's a boy or girl!

see you soon little one! =)